Sometimes you feel so alone that wherever you go to, whether it be a social event, lunch at work, even church, you feel so left out. Heck, that's where I'm at right now. I've never been  one who reaches out first, but this is the first time I ever felt this way. It's so weird 'cause I stayed in a foreign country for 10 years and never felt so left out. Now, I'm in my homeland, 24 years old, working in a call center, a place that has so many people, and I'm feeling this way. I'm regretting the times I took the church, the ministry, friends, church mates for granted because I'm realizing now that it's so hard to find people who will be with you so together you can grow.

I attended service yesterday in Victory and Ps. Rico preached about Barak, about team work, about combining your faith with others. He even spoke about having someone who encourages him often. It's sad that I don't have christian friends who I can combined my faith with to bring results. I have my Mom, my Dad and my sister, but sometimes that's just not enough. I recognize the need to have people my own age to be friends with. I already tried twice to join a small group in church but because of my schedule, I can't find one. I hope to find one soon though.

Even Adam, the first man made by God, needed to have a companion, and our Father in heaven recognized that. Loneliness is not a good thing, it's not an easy thing to feel. I know God has someone, some people, for me. I just have to wait, it will happen...